Whatever: The list

I was so caught up in my birthday festivities that I completely forgot the review the list!

The year is 3/4 over and I am plugging along.

I have done the typical thing and dropped the important stuff off my list.

For instance, no Bible verses. Little crafting. 

I discovered that it takes a long time for me to finish a project well. 

Spending the past few months running around like a crazy half baked women culminated in me losing my cool last night in an epic panic attack.  That lead to me having some self therapy in my car this morning on the way to work. The result was an "Aha" moment for me on my drive home.

(Thoughts have to cook awhile in my mind).

 I am the calm in the storm for my family and when I am the storm, life is not good.

My house falls apart, my temper flares most unattractively and I am not a good person to be around.

There is no calm. There is only chaos.

So I am revaluating my list:

Here it is a week early.

October's version of The List

• Less time on the computer "managing" my life
• More time in the kitchen/living room/deck living my life
• Clear off my desk 
• Finish painting the  new desk (CRAFTY alert!)
• teach E. the concept of time
• clean out my car
• read some fiction, really good fiction
• sit outside with my kids
• Hug my dog
• work in my yard 

 PS. Happy Fall, Y'all!

PPS. Fall food is calling my name. Chili, apples and fall salads are on their way!